Always

Getting exhuasted.

2010-07-06T00:20:00.001+08:00

Work work and work then enjoy. Keep my mind off things really, by working. Guess that would be what i need.

Going down in flames.

2010-07-03T07:54:00.003+08:00

Been so long since i've been here huh blogger.

So my life recently, been brought up to great heights and then just to fall down in my face once again.

Stop,slow down and notice those who is making an effort to stay in contact with you. Makes alot of sense huh. We never cherish, only taking for granted. I wish & want to talk to you again and know how are you doing nowadays. Sigh, but could you just talk to me first? Becos we don't talk nowadays like the past isn't it? When you could just confide in me whenever you had situations going on in your life. Now i'll feel that i'll be bothering you by texting you.

Can your hear me now? - Framing Hanley.

Till then.

2010-05-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

Till i have the mood to revive this blog. :)

Deprived.

2010-04-25T22:57:00.000+08:00

Needs tattoo ink, needs tattoo ink !

Bullsackzzz.

2010-04-18T06:08:00.001+08:00

Life is bullshitzzzzz.

Bloke.

2010-04-11T18:53:00.003+08:00

Trying very hard to hunt for a job currently, why becos i'm broke like one motherfucka. I wonder how i spend my bank account money to this pathetic state.

Tattoo, bike, shopping, and many many more i miss you all !!

Sick and tired.

2010-03-30T21:30:00.001+08:00

So sick and tired of all these unmeaningless stuffs.

Sober.

2010-03-22T15:01:00.002+08:00

So much thoughts i had.

And i realised how much i let my parents down alot, i think i might just need to change my life for the better. For the sake of myself and for my parents.

Harder than you know.

2010-03-17T20:55:00.002+08:00

Not loving you is harder than you know.

Blessing.

2010-03-16T04:30:00.001+08:00

God bless everyone to be safe and sound, please.

Bitch.

2010-03-14T18:09:00.001+08:00

Life's has been a bitch, always has.

I'll update more soon, just plain lazy.

Regret.

2010-03-07T10:15:00.000+08:00

Regret.

Uncanny.

2010-03-01T03:11:00.001+08:00

Could i ever find someone with an uncanny resemblance to you? Even so it's not the same person.

My December.

2010-02-27T19:33:00.002+08:00

On that day, that day I walked away in December.
I will always remember.
I'll regret it forever.

In the shadows.

2010-02-22T04:08:00.004+08:00

Too many shadows in my room, too many hours in this midnight, too many corners in my mind. So much to do to set my heart right, it’s taking so long. I could be wrong, i could be ready. But if i take my heart’s advice, i should assume it’s still unsteady. I am in repair. I stood on the corner for a while, to wait for the wind to blow down on me, hoping it takes with it my old ways and brings some brand new luck upon me. And now i’m walking in a park, and all of the birds, they dance below me. Maybe when things turn green again it will be good to say you know me. I’m in repair, i'm not together, but i’m getting there.

Dosage.

2010-02-19T01:52:00.002+08:00

Needs the dosage of ink being inject into my bare skin like a drug addict needs his kick. Well, that's too over.

Korean-ian.

2010-02-18T13:51:00.001+08:00

Koreans songs are awesome, i listen to them alot nowadays.

Work.

2010-02-12T03:04:00.003+08:00

Work is damn boring, i swear.

Wait till the money is bank into my account. Awesome.

& there's this cute girl working there for this CNY event too. She listens to metal and rock songs, awesome or what.

Hangover.

2010-02-07T21:42:00.002+08:00

Got quite wasted ytd literally, but fun stuff.

& i misplaced my new bought shirts at 'Cheers'.

Bloody hell. Which motherfucker took it shall burn in hell. Never to be recarnated.

Blonde.

2010-02-03T05:13:00.004+08:00

I'm going to dye my hair to full blonde, like some random malay kid.

I suppose i'm going to look more malay-ish aftermath.

Rich Kid.

2010-01-31T15:23:00.002+08:00

Okay, seems like i'm updating my blog like once a week. Too lazy.

Window-shopping ytd.
Window-shopping = no money buy. Shopping = got money buy.

Cotton on jacket i'm coming for youuuuu.

Seriously.

2010-01-25T02:02:00.002+08:00

I have no idea what to post, seriously.

I want to go shopping for stuffs, it's been since the dinosuar era since i shopped. Okay that was totally uncalled for.

I want to drink again soon although i just drank 2 days ago but it's damn fun seriously. Apart from the fun, i really love drinking as a matter of fact. The scent of some alchohol are just so temptinggggg. Martell baby.

NEW YEAR NEW YEAR ANG POWSSSSSSSSSSS.

Deep and meaningless.

2010-01-19T14:33:00.003+08:00

I don't know why i miss you so much, when my love for you is deep and meaningless.

T&T.

2010-01-13T00:05:00.000+08:00

Trials and tribulations of life.

Hear me now.

2010-01-07T10:16:00.001+08:00

I tend to let song lyrics express my feelings and thoughts, because it's so meaningful and beautiful.

2010.

2010-01-02T10:46:00.003+08:00

Happy fucking 2010 motherfuckersssss. 2009 was quite average as a matter of fact.

In year 2010 i want my yamaha bike modified untill swee swee after that i go blow all those damn yaya kiao tor's , roundings, more tattoos, enjoy/happy life, pass o levels-.- damn lagger sia still o levels. Results stated to be released on 11 jan lol fucking gg.

Reunion.

2009-12-25T07:53:00.002+08:00

Glad to see 2 of my best brothers doing good today after booking out from NS camp.
It's christmas man, 2010 in another 6 days! How godspeed uh.

New club Alcovo for xmas eve, suck ballz man.

Rule 1 : Don't gei kan go a newly opened club.
Rule 2 : Try not go mixage if you're 18.
Rule 3 : Don't infuriate the bouncers.
& i cannot think alr.

Haha bye.

Down.

2009-12-21T02:56:00.002+08:00

Tidal waves they rip right through me, tears from eyes worn cold and sad.
Pick me up now, i need you so bad.

No, it's not the tsunami approaching yet again after a 5 years hiatus.

Stronger.

2009-12-15T03:28:00.003+08:00

My heart hurts like the pain of getting tattooed, just that i don't show it.

I see you, so please stay strong.

Tum tum tum.

2009-12-09T07:05:00.001+08:00

I created a tumblr website, and i'm damn noob at it.

www.yourguardianangell.tumblr.com

Fickle-minded.

2009-12-05T02:01:00.003+08:00

I feel like switching to Tumblr or Onsugar, but it's such a hassle.

I want to get loads of tatts, i want my bike license and of course the bike itself.

However, i have not found a suitable & avaliable job, goddamnit.

Light speed.

2009-12-02T05:31:00.004+08:00

I can't sleep, i'm browsing through my archives. Great old memories, never to be forgotten. So much had changed, most of us have changed. I've no school for almost a year now, must confess i miss every moment of it. Old friends seems like strangers now. It's december alr, how time flies.

I can't sleep because i think i'm missing you, prolly.

You can never have yesterday. Sieze the day.

Vampire.

2009-12-01T06:05:00.003+08:00

I, seriously don't like/want to sleep during night time. I can barely stand the sun rays like i did in the past running around the basketball court shooting hoops. The cool breeze at night is so much fresher, suitable for me. I think less then 5 people are like me.

I sound like some vampire who hunts for blood at night.
But i prefer being a lycan.

Well, been catching Rise of the lycans, Underworld 2, Underworld 3 which are all linked.
Awesome movies. Underworld 4 is set to be release in 2011, happy waiting.

Sexy.

2009-11-26T02:41:00.003+08:00

Suitable girls with a full sleeve inked is sexy. I encountered one at far east plaza once, i think she's a tattooist or an apprentice at the tattoo studio.

It would be great to have a full sleeve tattoo-ed chick friend, too bad i have none.

Melody.

2009-11-22T16:38:00.003+08:00

I could learn the guitar and play a love song for you.

Sweet.

2009-11-18T02:24:00.004+08:00

I found myself smiling very sweetly and unknowingly when i thought of her.

She doesn't know i think of her, i guess she never will. In actual fact i wish she knew.

No, i think this is my twin bro Alan typing here. I seldom say these kind of stuffs.

Delusional kid, HAHA.

Slience.

2009-11-16T04:54:00.004+08:00

Camping infront of the laptop with absoutely nothing to do. Staring into space & having some thoughts.

This awkard slience makes me crazy.

5am now, woken up from a nap like 1 hour plus ago. I should be sleeping now instead wtf damn nightlife. Ytd drinking at BQ was okay. I want more drinking sessions, but no money shall go drink ice-kosong at kopitiam as replacement. Only you don't feel your chest burning, you don't go seh and high and starting to say drunk words unknowingly.

K, damn hungry and craving for wanton mee now. Can't find anything to fight my hunger pangs at home except for white bread..

BYE.

1000 Oceans.

2009-11-13T01:51:00.003+08:00

Please don't drift away from me, 1000 Oceans wide.

Free like a fish.

2009-11-07T05:05:00.004+08:00

FishesFree.

I ask myself, am i happy with my life? Apprently not, dumb question.
My life is so free that i'm so sick of it, i want to get busy. So free until i pop by blogger and create this stupid post.

It's the heart afraid of breaking, that never learns to dance.

What now ?

2009-11-06T04:20:00.004+08:00

*
O levels is just down to 1 last paper, and i can breathe easier now. Anyway, i must admit i din't study really hard but well yeah. What's life for now, absoutely nothing. I'll get a job and work. Money for shopping, tattoos, party, drinking, and everything what's not. Perhaps i have the capital to bet on soccer again and get lucky and win which is damn 1% out of 100%. Singapore pookie eats money. Awesome. Hahaha. Anw, i wonder who visits and read my blog posts though, tagboard is lifeless. Get my hint ? : D.

Suck ballz.

2009-10-30T22:53:00.006+08:00

As i ta martell.

Life is a total suck ballz now.

& hope Dickson take care of himself this 3 weeks and come out fine.

It's almost 6 years since i knew you.

230 will be waiting for us to play basketball together again.

TAKE CARE.

GG.

2009-10-23T05:40:00.007+08:00

Boring ballz.

3 more days o levels, i've really no intrest in studying anymore.

I want to pursue in smth that i want in my future career.

Sigh, i got intrest in culinary, photography, tattooing. I'll see how it goes.

MIA O levels, update when i'm free. Tag moreeeee.

3 more days to my 18 birthday! : >

My wish is to get tattooed all over, -.- kidding ballz.

I need my phone back like nao, damn sony repair so long zz. Deprived of music.

can you hear me now, i'm calling out to you.

Fighting for nothing.

2009-10-20T05:05:00.001+08:00

What's life? Tsk.
I would gladly migrate to somewhere peaceful, build a hut and live by the lovely sea with my loves one.

Blood, sweat & tears.

2009-10-17T03:12:00.003+08:00

Work on thursday night was tiresome, i sold my soul to 'today' dated 16 oct newspaper along with Philbert, Dickson, Ah Pui, Alson. Headline 'The fish named Holly.' ! Carried stacks after stacks, bruddy hell.
But was worth it, 3 & half hours 50 bucks. Food + cigs cfm poof fast.
I wanna tattoo soon, money please? I want get a geisha or guan yu or hannya or phoenix. I can't decide, fussy much?

Inspiration

2009-10-13T19:50:00.003+08:00

Escape the fate - Monte Money.

I love his tattoo.

Damn lazy to post,& idk what to post. No inspiration.
O levels is coming, dead meat. Gonna tattoo soon baby, can't wait.
Till then.

Stonified.

2009-10-06T02:55:00.006+08:00

Timecheck 3.10am. Placing an cigarette between my lips, lighted it.
I stoned infront of the laptop, facing the blogger posting page while having some thoughts.
Proceeded to the window, looking out. The road, deserted. Not a single soul, pure emptyness just like my heart now. Hearing my current favourite song playing, thoughts flashed, i felt sad. Flicked the cig butt out of the window, i thought to myself. I dislike smoking alone.

I wish i had more active night owl friends.
Where are all the night owls.
I should go study now, perhaps. But it's too quiet here i feel so restless.

Memories In Photographs.

2009-10-02T03:56:00.006+08:00

All grown up, BFL'S.

Philbert's 16, fun moments.

24 more day's to o levels.

24 more days to my 18th birthday.

Tattooing soon.

I need to come up with the cash asap!

Birthday Sex.

2009-09-27T23:20:00.002+08:00

So, Celebrated Philbert's birthday ytd, steamboat at ECP! Quite alot of people, around 21 ?
Eat till shiok. You're all grown up nao bro, last time see you still small boyboy. Hahaha. Even our clique seldom meet up now, still brothers & friends for as long as we live. Had a few pictures taken, post when i have them. Ton-ed. Quite a fun day.

& Friday was simon's birthday chalet at east coast too. He was drunk like a madman. Ton-ed till morning. Daniel was there too, prolly seeing him the last time for few years since he's flying to australia to study soon.

I'll be having exams on my 18th birthday, how great.

Yes & No.

2009-09-25T02:32:00.002+08:00

I look, i witness, i hear.
I envied, i thirst, i craved.
I ask myself in the heart why, it gave no definte answer.
Till then, i continue searching in vast.

Exposure.

2009-09-21T01:53:00.004+08:00

Alright. My bank balance is screwed, and my parents found out just today.
Got nagged like hell, gotta get a job soon. Earn & spend as i want, enjoy life.
Dont want to be a good for nothing son with no really high education , no job.
& o levels coming really soon. Game over.

Life sucks like bullsack, but i should be contented.
Unlike childrens from other countrys suffering from starvation & everything.

Suzuran.

2009-09-20T05:53:00.003+08:00

Crows zero II.

Awesome ass-kicking movie directed from a manga.

Fly, suzuran.

Comedy.

2009-09-16T00:19:00.020+08:00

Kumar damn funny, lol.

Part 1.

Part 2.

part 3.

$$.

2009-09-12T22:19:00.003+08:00

I need to go on a shopping spree.
I want to go tattooing.
I want to spend money freely & enjoy life.

All this concerns money. I guess i need to get a job after o levels.
Speaking of o levels, ah that damn certificate to survive in this society.

As i seek greener pasture in my life.

Out,
Alan.

Wandering.

2009-09-09T06:00:00.002+08:00

I realised this yesterday when i took a bus.
It dawned on me that long bus ride journey can be quite something enjoyable.
Of course when you're alone with an earpiece with music playing duh, you tend to ponder about life & everything. I guess i'll take long bus rides when i'm feeling down which is like 10% out of a 100%.

Unable to make it to club at St.James today.
Maybe going on the 12th, where there's technooooooo music. See how it goes.

& just press cltr+F5. Tada.
Your blogger would return to normal, & you can post pictures and videos.
But now! They layout is okay, however i still can't post pictures. Stupid.-.-

Ciaos.

Change the world.

2009-09-05T05:52:00.004+08:00

Anberlin - change the world

If I could write one letter to the world as we know it
I would list these rhymes that mean everything to me
Heartache temporary, Bullets only stop your blood
Pain will live on and on
In everyone, in everyone

And we could change, we could change it down
We could change the world, we could strike the chord
We are the lost ones, we are the lost ones
We could re-write history, if only you and me
We are the lost ones, we are the lost ones
And We could change it down

The bottle holds no answers
His lips can only sway
Chemicals imbalance
Who needs them anyway?
Desire is close at hand
Her lips can only sway
There's more to life than this
Don't give yourself away
.

Happy 18th birthday to christine. :D

Happy 1st year to KAYDEN!

Next time sure become paikia one lor, got yh as his mother. lol.

Stress-ed.

2009-09-01T04:24:00.003+08:00

Man, life had been boring but fun.
I wanna go back to secondary schl times, having no schl is quite mundane.
Saying about that, went back to PRCS today for a visit, teacher's day well. Good ol times.
Basketball-ed, basketball-ed, basketball-ed. I wanna bola man.
& O levels approaching. Damnnnnn.
Breakfast in anotherrr 3 hours time. Wonton mee baby.

Ciaos.

Pfft.

2009-08-29T00:19:00.007+08:00

It's more then skin deep.

The guys from miami is awesome.

I WANT TO GET INK-ED NOWWW !

Someone lend me money please, lol.

Anyone want to watch Bandslam? :)

Hectic.

2009-08-24T00:49:00.008+08:00

So, ytd which was saturday.

Celebrate Yx's piao eh birthday. I'll just summarise.

-Head off to orchard ion.

-Dined at xing wang cafe.

-Nicotin-ed, slack.

-Shan's gf & co came.

-Roamed the town, decided not to catch a movie.

-Nicotine, slack, crapped, cam-whored. Made new friends though.

-Cabbed back to pasir ris, bought beers & alcohol.

-Drink, smoke, chit-chat.

-Yao rong & co came.

-Alex & julia left.

-After a loooong delay, decided to head off to elias lan.

-Jenson stupid stories sent our spine chilling.

-Shan & his gf left.

-We lan till around 6am. >.<

-Breakfast at elias, slacked, crapped, had a little sparring session.

HOME SWEET HOME at around 10am. -.-

Dead beat.

& crashed with such a nice cooling weather.

But fun day. :)

Some peektures.

Xialan,Guailan,Laolan - the birdday boy.

LOL @ Alex.

A proper one.

Say hi to this depressed guy.

Quite blur though. But yeah. :)

When all hope is gone.

BIRDBIRD DAY.

2009-08-20T03:49:00.001+08:00

HAPPY JIAOJIAO DAY TO.......

QIN SHI HUANG!

No. Is LOBERT HUANG YAN XIANG THE NOOB.

Happy birdday & to Lian jie & Tiansheng too.

Siao lian eh 18 years old very hiang meh?

You wait 2 more months i also 18 alr so dont step. hahaha.

So.. please grow up okeh. 18 years old know how to think alr.

I think fri you sure mati, saturday steamboat okeh & got drink we are making sure you're going down man.

but drinks your treat okeh your birdday leh.

At least open 3 bottles. ^^

& we'll dump you on the streets at the end of the day. hahahaha.

Today, mahjong is cui cui cui.

Only win 1 pathetic round, alex kope all my gold coin lao turban.

Happy times.

2009-08-17T02:26:00.002+08:00

Blogger is so stupid, layout sucks like stupid idk what.
No colours, no photos, no video. So dull.

Today is sunday which i thought is saturday.
Alright, so.. planned to watch a movie todayae with long time friends that haven met up since 1990's.(just a phrase k) expand my vocabulary lol.
It's really suprising i slept so early ytd, 1am(it's early for me) & woke up at 9am++. Quite proud actually lol, comp-ed comp-ed comped dragged dragged dragged until like 4pm.
All gathered which include Shannon, Yx, Denise, Jessie, Cheryl & GX OMFG IT'S GX no doubt hahaha he mia boy. Off for movieee. Watched UP, was okay lah. i want to watch Where got ghost leh. Who haven watch, & want to watchhhhh. Then dinner > Alex came > shan hse for MJ > HSH. To sum it up, today was a fufilling day. Alot of stupid jokes & laughters. I hope we can meet up once in a while when's everyone free. Really appriciate this friendship, it's been a long way back. :)

I would love to post a video i encountered while bloghopping, but bloger's a bitch.
Next time soon.

As the world is spinning, everything changes.
Screw this society kau bodoh.

Don't cha.

2009-08-12T01:08:00.005+08:00

Finally can post video ah, this is so fucking funny. HAHAHA.

Watch & laugh like a cheenaaaaaaa.

Edison chen look alike. HAHAHAHA.

44th.

2009-08-09T02:08:00.000+08:00

Happy bird-day to singapore!

Nothing much to post.

Life had been bullshit anyway.

Ciaos.

Omen.

2009-08-04T23:44:00.001+08:00

Weird, for the past few days i've been having so much dreams while i'm sleeping. It never happen before for so many consecutive days. I dreamt i've been caught smoking by my mother. Caught by the police for possession of drugs and has to go in sit & alot more i can hardly recall. May dreams be the direct opposite of reality, tolong ah lol.

Today is tuesday, quite a fun day. :)
Sneezing like hell, who the fuck is missing me. lol jeez.

a million tears for you, oo oh oo oh~
Dj Alan in the houseeeeee!

Rumbles.

2009-08-01T03:55:00.000+08:00

Very hungry now, & no idea what to post.
I think i shall go running & gyming more often, stamina sucks like holyshit.
Okay, go cook maggie eat.
Bye.

well this feels like high school
but nothing's new
every other boys trys talking to you
guess graduating changes nothing at all.

The friday night boys - high school

Crabcore.

2009-07-29T00:04:00.006+08:00

John from AttackAttack! He's an asian.

Andrew from AttackAttack. Crabcore!

Wasn't feeling quite well today, puked & felt lethargic.

Kinda okay now.

I'm so bored now na na na.

Garena got issues, can't dota na na na.

I want to go tattooing na na na.

I want my hair to grow faster na na na

I want to learn the drums/electric&bass guitar/keyboard/piano na na na

Check out this band, the friday night boys.

Nice songs.

& to NikkiMenthol !

Be strong okay, it's taking a toll on you now.

But it will get better as time pass k.

Trashing.

2009-07-26T00:49:00.003+08:00

The band Attack Attack thrashing around, funnaye.

Look at the fat guy dance, lol.

Fucking kickass headbanging.

Positives & Negatives.

2009-07-24T01:45:00.004+08:00

Different people, different lives, different fate.
Majority only judge by the appearance of people, they never really try to understand what people are feeling inside. I feel these kind of people are totally fucked up.
Some people lead a charmed life, some people had to endure their screwed life.
I think i have a fucking uncharmed and screwed life. Even a facebook quiz reaveals that to me. like wtf. I'm so sick and tired of life.
Prolly only a fresh injection of whatever could spark my life. I know it in my heart. I knew it from the start. I was just putting on a disguise. What a waste, maybe i should just pass away while i'm asleep.

I'm just so fucking depressed, I just can't seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump, but I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps, fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up

Drumzita.

2009-07-23T01:42:00.003+08:00

12 years old kid only walao eh, i'm ashamed of myself.

Phone sent for repair will be ready for collection tmrw. Yay.

And i'm bored as hell now.

And people who visits and don't tag are noobs. hahaha.

And i think i'm mentally insane.

Over and out,

Alan.

I am so unlucky.

2009-07-20T01:09:00.002+08:00

I think in my past life i'm a sinner. Unlucky happenings always befalls me, now my phone is sot.
Using lok kok phone currently zz. No camera no music, holyshit.
Gotta get it fix asap. -.-

笑着哭最痛

2009-07-19T02:52:00.001+08:00

笑着哭最痛.

Makes lot of sense huh. Lol, so random.

Ink.

2009-07-18T04:08:00.005+08:00

Ganesha at S'pore 1st tattoo show.

Ganesha - Skin label

Phoenix & Koi @ S'pore 1st tattoo show

I wanna get ink soon, and i might consider getting a ganesha.

Mundane.

2009-07-15T02:48:00.002+08:00

My hands glued to my keypads, i'm racking my brain what should i post. But ah i can't think of anything. Simple, today was quite a fun day. Played basketball after 123456789 years.

Later folks.

Just surrender

2009-07-13T02:46:00.004+08:00

Lazy to post words, so i'll promote good music.

Your life and mine by just surrender.

Their other songs are nice too. Check it out.

O levels approaching omg, gotta study baby.

And it falls on my 18th birthday period. >.<

Goddamnit.

Fire burning on the dancefloor.

2009-07-10T23:21:00.002+08:00

Muay thai class today with Darryl, Melrize and co. Was good, a little tiring though. Got a surge of movtivation to train now. Heh.
Oh and Darryl mentioned to me that his mum said maybe it was my amulet that helped me to get back my wallet ytd. But my amulet is for protection but maybe yeah who knows. Cos my amulet broke into 2 thereafter i found out i misplaced my wallet somewhere. Thanks goodness a kind person went to my house to return it personally. :)
Gotta replace a new amulet asap.

Pictures of you, pictures of me(Success)

2009-07-08T02:05:00.018+08:00

Blogger is being itself again. hahaha.

So, pictures from PRCS 10th anni gala.

I'll just post some. :)

Rachel. :)

Jessie. :)

Joan AKS. :)

Darryl. :) (Notice the socks)

GuoXin. :)

Adelyn. :)

Haild the bomberman. :)

Robin yap. :)

They are not into mats. :)

Mr Ng. :)

And Mr.Shafie. :)

:).

Jumpstyle our style. :)

I'm done, more at facebook.

O levels in 4 months, gotta intense mugging.

Man..

Pictures of you

Pictures of me

Hung up on your wall for the world to see

Pictures of you

Pictures of me

Remind us how we used to be

Pictures of you - The last good night.

Dangerous.

2009-07-07T02:19:00.007+08:00

Mj's dancing is so sexayeee.

And may blogger do smth about the uploading of photos problem soon.

The Way She Came Into The Place

I Knew Right Then And There

There Was Something

DifferentAbout This Girl

The Way She Moved

Her Hair, Her Face, Her Lines

Divinity In Motion

MJ-Dangerous.

R.I.P

Listen to this and be amazed :)

Pictures of you, pictures of me (fail.)

2009-07-06T02:00:00.004+08:00

Aye, man.
I can't upload pictures up to blogger.
Try to fix it, do checkback!

Pictures of you, pictures of me (prequel).

2009-07-05T03:00:00.003+08:00

Prcs 10th anni gala dinner. :)

Really felt good to step back into PRCS, the feelings and the memories replayed in my mind.

Saw old friends, although there's really alot people who din't went back. Oh and the teachers too who still remembered us. :)

Man, blogger got prob. Can't upload photos, haa.

Oh well, tmrw then.

Guo xin, come online lah.

i want pictures yo.

Boom Boom Boom.

2009-07-01T06:18:00.008+08:00

I glanced at the clock, it's going to hit 7am soon.
Just finished watching boys over flowers on dvd, i'm only on like episode 6 lol.

Right, gonna hit the sack.

Boom boom zhao.

Quizzy.

2009-06-28T09:24:00.006+08:00

I'm here again on survival on unsecured network. HAHAHA.
Alright, very bored so i'm gonna do a quiz.

Name 14 people.

1. Alex

2. Darryl

3. Philbert

4. Shannon

5. Yan xiang

6. Guo xin

7. Christian

8. Yan hong

9. Julia

10. Amanda lai

11. Joan

12. Denise

13. Christine

14. Adelyn

1. how do you get to meet 7 ? (Christian)

Secondary schl.

2. What would you do if you and 13 have not met? (Christine)

Won't have known a great friend yo.

3. What would you do if 1 and 12 date? (Alex and Denise)

World war 3.

4. Have you ever seen 14 cry? (Adelyn)

No.

5. Would 4 and 11 be a good couple? (Shannon & Joan)

Nah.

6. Do you think 11 is attractive? (Joan)

Ang Kong Siao bodoh!

7. What is 2 fav colour? (Darryl)

Like no fav colour leh this pubor.

8. What was the last time you talk to 9? (Julia)

4 hours ago.

9. What language does 8 sleep? (Yan hong)

English, chinese, hokkien. Typical aunty.

10. Who is 13 going out with? (Christine)

Single i think.

11. What grade is 12 in? (Denise)

Poly liao lo.

12. Would you ever date 10? (Amanda lai)

haha, too young huh.

13. What's the best thing about 13? (Christine)

A good friend.

14. What's the best thing about 8? (Yan hong)

Quite steady lo, what you expect aunty leh.

15. Have you ever kissed 5? (Yan xiang)

I go jump building bodoh.

16. What's the best memory you had with 7? (Christian)

Tattooing FTW!

17. When's the last time you are going to see 6? (Guo xin)

When he had enough sex with women for his this life and can die peacefully.

18. How is 12 and 14 different? (Denise & Adelyn)

Aiyah same kind lah lol.

19. Is 6 pretty? ( Guo xin)

He is a part time bapok baby!

20. How do you meet 5 ? (Yan xiang)

Same pri schl and sec schl. Suay sia cb LOL.

21. Is 1 your best friend (Alex)

BFL.

22. When was the last time you saw 4 (Shannon)

4 hours ago.

23. Do you hate 12? (Denise)

Nope.

24. Have you seen 4 during the last month? (Shannon)

Yah lah.

25. When was the last time you talked to 3 (Philbert)

Last night hahaha funny shit eh phil.

WHAT? WHAT? WHAT? WHAT?! lol.

26. Have you been to 5's house? (Yan xiang)

Yeah.

27. When is the last time you are gonna see 10 (Amanda lai)

She won't die so early one. Clubbing gila alot energy to stay alive one lol.

28. Are you close to 13? (Christine)

Yeah, sort of.

29. Have you been to the movies with 4? (Shannon)

Yeah.

30. Have you gotten in trouble with 8? (Yan hong)

Hahaha she gangster leh i scared bodoh.

31. Would you give 2 a hug? (Darryl)

Nah a slap.

32. When have you ever lied to 3? (Philbert)

Minor pranks?

33. Is 1 good in socialiazing? (Alex)

Not bad lah.

34. Do you know secrets about 9? (Julia)

Nope.

35. Describe the relationship between 12 and 14? (Denise & Adelyn)

Best of friends.

36. Best thing about your friendship with 9? (Julia)

Drinking? Chivas ftw.

37. What's the worst thing about 6? (Guo xin)

Super Horny Bastard!

38. Have you ever had a crush on 12? (Denise)

Nope.

39. Does 14 have a bf/gf? (Adelyn)

I think so.

40. Have you ever want to punch 1's face? (Alex)

Punch before liao. He's so sialan man hahaha.

41. Has 2 meet your mum? (Darryl)

Yeah.

42. How do you get to meet 3? (Philbert)

Friend's brother.

43. Did you ever physically hurt 3? (Philbert)

Spar that time lo.

44. Do you live close to 7? (Christian)

Nah.

45. What's 8 favourite food? (Yan hong)

Pig trotters! HAHAHA.

46. What kind of car does 1 have? (Alex)

None.

47. Have you ever travelled anywhere with 9 before? (Julia)

Nope.

48. If you give $100 to 14, what would he/she spend it on? (Adelyn)

Clothes & dresses, haa.

Woah phew, finally finish the quiz.

It's 10.23am now, dont feel really tired. Haven slept a wink since reaching about about 4 hours ago from the lepak-ing at e-hub and drinking session at pasir ris park. Bacardi was not bad, one bottle shared among 6 person. Not enough to get seh lol. The seh seh feeling very shiok, i like.

Got money we chiong CHIVAS okay. ^^

THIS IS ONE DJ YOU DONT WANT TO FUCK WITH!

EH AH TAK TA KO.

(Pardon me i'm listening to techno hahaha)

THREE CHEERS FOR SWEET POST.

Save me from me.

2009-06-27T01:05:00.002+08:00

Holy, i can't believe i'm blogging. Anyway becos i'm on a connection to a unsecured network, pathetic hahaha. My modem will only be delivered next friday like wth damn sian, 6 more days.
Damn sian, blog again next friday.

I know i am very slow, but well cheer up my friends. You guys know who you all are lah, don't all all emotional already okay. One step at a time.

Rise of www.alanaspirestobeliketravisbarker.blogspot.com from the dead next friday!
Gonna revamp it.

Cheers! :)

Sian ah!

2009-06-17T04:24:00.003+08:00

Oh well, i'm at blogging at shannon's house now along with Alex and Julia. Took this chance here to blog since my modem crashed and i haven been able to online for like a week. Damn boring ah the days without internet. So last week had quite a lot of beer drinking sessions and late night out. Even now i go kopitiam i'll buy at least a can of beer, lol. Oh and kunsheng's suprise birthday party on saturday, really felt heartwarming though. Old friends gathered and gave him a memorable 18th birthday, laughters filled the atmosphere. In addition..well, i think i had successfully curb my smoking urge, i suppose so. lol.

Blog again when i have my modem replace.
Boringggg.

Define.

2009-06-09T01:39:00.006+08:00

I just did a self-defining of myself, of my character or smth like that.

Here's how i define myself.
I'm stubborn.
I dont take advices from others, only if they makes sense.
I'm different from others.
I'm anti-social, in actual fact i'm friendly if you know me well enough.
I hate it when people talk shit about me, sometimes i would hold a grudge.
Alot more i suppose.

I should post my postive points instead isn't it, lol.

My tattooing urge has kick in once again.. god.

Darryl, you are coming back in the morning tmrw, it's time you head back to s'pore.
I help you pray your plane dont get MIA in alantic(how to spell) ocean. HAHA.

Maybe i should head to the 7-11 behind my house and grab something to consume, really hungry. Who would accompany me to eat at central at a time like this. Oh and cig perhaps. No, i should quit smoking.(Don't bullshit lah cb.)

I want you to know
With everything
I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment
You know
As i bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

With me - Sum 41.

Hit or miss.

2009-06-07T23:28:00.002+08:00

So, what's up world. 11.29pm now, really bored. Gave the club event at st.james today a miss, hope it won't be fun or else i'll be kicking my own ass. Those party animals should be partying the night away right now. God, i'm so bored.

I've got a really bad disease
It's got me begging
On my hands and knees
Take me to the emergency
'Cause something seems to be missing
Somebody take the pain away
It's like an ulcer bleeding in my brain
Send me to the pharmacy
So I can lose my memory
I'm elated
Medicated
Lord knows I tried to find a way to run away

Restless heart syndrome - green day

Mat or not.

2009-06-05T20:46:00.002+08:00

Hahaha, this is really hilarious.
Took this quiz on facebook.

Are you a mat/minah?

And the result is..

Sial la!!! You are a mat/minah!!! Baek ah joy!!!

You might be indian, cheena, angmohlang, but deep-deep inside you, you're a true blue mat/minah seh. Mati-hidup, you're a mat/minah all the way! You totally mastered the mat dictionary. You hang out w mat friends. F*, you might even have had multiple gangbangs in a park too. You breathe, eat, shit, fight, the way of the mats! Way t go mat/minah!

Mat huat ah! Lol, joking. Cheena huat! -.-

Blow the candles out
Looks like it's solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo night
I'll think i'll be alright

I'll think i'll be alright.

Candles - Hey monday.

After-effects.

2009-06-03T05:03:00.002+08:00

Woo, having a splitting headache right now. I presume it's the effect of having too much nicotine after a late night supper. Now the nicotine is having a heavy war with my brain, causing great discomfort. In addition to a cup kopi-ka-dai i drank, i can't get to sleep(yet again).

Oh, hey monday song's are really nice too.
Off to dotA, when everyone else is sleeping soundly.

Take my hand
And we will run away
Down to this place i know
How did this night become the enemy
It's over. It's over. It's over now.

Take my hand - the cab ft hey monday

Wasted.

2009-06-02T23:06:00.002+08:00

I feel so wasted, i miss the past. The fun moments as a carefree kid.
Life is much wasted now. Anyway, i can't wait for my 18th birthday to come any faster. 5 more months..and i have exams on my birthday wth! really tempted to own and rike a bike. But ah, like my parents allow. When i'm 18 i will go visit 7-11 or any mama-shop and buy cig plus beers and with the cashiers still with disapproving looks to wonder if i'm really over 18. Yes i'm fucking 18 i would tell them. Lol sialan. Not like now, have to hunt for kind people to help buy cig. Pathetic.

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting here it's hard for me to look away
So i find the words i could say
i know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And i can't lie
Everytime i leave my heart turns gray
And everytime i want to come back home just to see your face
And i
Cause i just can't take it

I could wait forever.

Asap.

2009-05-31T20:57:00.002+08:00

I absoutely hate my internet connection, it's not responding every now and then. .__.
I want a mio plan and a faster connection asap sister please, this is seriously crap.

Off to study first, boring.
Later folks.

But my dreams the aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengence
That's never free.

Behind blue eyes

Viva la vida.

2009-05-28T23:19:00.005+08:00

Man, barca won the champions league in favour over manchester united. Well, fair and square i would say. Barca played well, short slick passing to build momentum first. Completely dominated the game after the first 10 mins of waves and waves of attacks led by the proud peacock namely Ronaldo. Totally showed no hunger to win the match, disappointing. Eto showed character to score that first goal and Messi's header was a beauty. Not forgetting puyol play acting to provoke ronaldo!

I should had bet man aiyah, i had a hunch barca would win. If not my wallet should get fatter alr.
EDIT EDIT EDIT.
Damned fucked up sia, canot tahan my father come back home only keep kpkb my mother.

Girl I can tell you want something to love
That's why you hold on to everything that pass you by
Can't resist girl i can't lie
Now tell if you are here for me
Or everybody watchin' you shake from left to right
The way you move got me hypnotized

Cause you're sweeter then apple pie

Brawl.

2009-05-26T19:49:00.002+08:00

Okay, i'll just highlight a scene i encountered at St.James last saturday. Yes a brawl, between clubbers and clubbers to clubbers and bouncers. Actually the bouncers was just doing their job by breaking up the fight, but well i think the clubber said something or done smth to offend one of the bouncer. Right, the bubble burst. Ready to launch a fist of fury on the person to show him where the light don't shine, only to be held back by the other bouncers. Feel sad for the bouncer, lol.

Man united vs Barcalona tmrw!
Still unsure if i want to bet on this match, hard predict leh. -.-

I swear that you don't have to go, I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms and spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you (I had in you)

American Idol.

2009-05-22T19:53:00.002+08:00

Much to the debating over the newly crowned American idol Kris. I din't watch any episodes of AI except ytd finals. Newspaper headlines are already slamming reports on why Kris won and not the rocker Adam Lambert, and also predict that Kris would be a flop in later stages. Adam lambert's fans must be wailing hard. Yeah Adam has the style and substance that makes girls go gaga over him. AI fans should just stop debating alr, so much for the losing and winning status.

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal, suicidal..

Headbanging.

2009-05-20T21:04:00.003+08:00

Ah, downloaded a handful of songs. In my view, songs that are covered by some bands sounds so much better then the original.

I set my friends on fire.

Their version of low(flo-rida) is awesome.

Elliot yamin - fight for love

I see that some people fight for love

They stick with it

Just can't quit it

Some people hide from love

They run from it, cause they don't want it

When you got a love and it's good like it should be

Makes you never wanna give it up

Cause you know that some people fight for love

And I believe it's true cause I'd do the same for you

Holla.

2009-05-17T04:25:00.010+08:00

Yes, tattooing ytd which is saturday. woohoo.

Summarise.

1 hour session, the guys came along to witness the process.

Afterwhich shisha-ing.

Walked around then to penisula to purchase hoodie.

Parted ways with Alex and Shannon.

E-hub for movie, Fireball muay thai dunk ownxzxzxz. Awesome show.

Right, pictures.

Shi-ah-sha.

Eat fuck ah eat. Lol.

Attempting to do the one sided nose smoke which Alex is known for.

The newly added part.

Currently, more to go.

Save money project.

1st session was 10 march 2007.

2nd session was 21 december 2007.

3rd session was 16 may 2009.

4th in another 1 or 2 months, I hope.

Off to sleep, bye folks.

One in a million

Nobody's home.

2009-05-14T23:12:00.008+08:00

Life's a bore bore bore.

Shopping, basketball, soccer, pool, movies, fishing, prawning or whatever anyone?

Push it out, fake a smile
Avert disaster, just in time
I need a drink, cause in a while
Worthless answers from friends of mine
It's dumb to ask, cool to ignore
Girls possess me, but they're never mine
I made my entrance, avoid hazards
Checked my engine, i fell behind

I fell behind

She makes me feel like it's raining outside
And when the storm's gone i'm all torn up inside
I'm always nervous to move on, days like this like the prom
I get scared to move, cos i'm a fuckin boy.

School.

2009-05-13T21:48:00.003+08:00

Words can't describe how much i miss school, really. Now i wonder why i was so anxious to graduate from secondary days in the past. Turning back time, i felt that school was great. Miss the time i can't wait for every basketball cca day and P.E lessons, cursed when it started to rain heavily. The slacking and fun moments in schl, from parkour-ing to attempting to jumping across the pond with Mr.Daniel Low staring right from the 2nd floor. Haa. Of course also the times of entering schl by jumping through the back of the schl fence countless time when we were atrociously damn late for schl. Famous climbers include Amirul, Nikki, and few others i can't really remember. So many moments to list. All the indiviual people that made schl great.

PRCS 10th anni gala back to prcs, if we're going.

Tags reply.
Alex: You're nonsensical.
Darryl : Alex is a woman!
Shannon : You another one.
♥ - Amandaa : Hahaha @ Alex. Wth lol, help me say hi to her when you see her in schl. :)
Lol, you clubbing gila sia.

Saturday oh saturday.

Pop, lock and drop it.

2009-05-13T02:14:00.005+08:00

Aye, lazy to post. So i'll just post videos.

Presenting, jabbaWockeeZ

Keep your head still

I'll be your thrill

The night will go on

The night will on

My little windmill.

Mum.

2009-05-10T21:55:00.002+08:00

Happy mother's day to all the mum in the world. :)
And happy mother's day to my mum. :)

Thanks for everything, mum. Been hard on you for the past 17 years, including the 9 months in your womb. Sorry for always making you worry about my education since like secondary 3 which i practically threw studies aside. I promise i'll enter poly next year. You always scold me when i do stupid things like you literally scold me like crap when i reached home with a lip piercing, and when you found out i had a tattoo you din't scold. wth lol. Don't scold me for the upcoming tattoo i'm going to get. :) Hahaha. May you strike 4-D windfall and then retire talk cock sing song play mahjong although you don't play mahjong, talk cock only sing song.

Love ya mum,

Great Patience.

2009-05-08T01:31:00.006+08:00

My family resembles a political scene, heavily involved in war of words almost everyday.
From talking to shouting, shouting to slamming the door.(Which only my sister does so which is atrocious when she's 22 this year.) How i wish i was the only child. My dad is the naggy one, so naggy that his voice pierced through my earphones with even with loud music playing. -.-. My mum is the good one, i don't have any complains about her. Lol.

Yes, i'm going to rant about my internet connection for the 123456789 time. Who can tolerate such stupid wireless connection which disconnects every now and then. I really wonder what's the damn problem. Took me around 20mins to connect cos i disconnected just now while i just munched a whole box of lakerol lemon sweet waiting for reconnection. Stupid crap. Anyone who have a bad temper could had already destroyed, dismantled, smashed the modem into debris.

Bloody pissed, going to sleep.
Anymore of this my blood is going to boil.

Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life.
(Yes, i do.)
Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life.
(I do.)

^^

2009-05-07T00:29:00.002+08:00

Pay banked in, happy. :)
Shopping plus tattoo, yay.
But money will fly away. boo.

Check yes juilet,
I'll be waiting, wishng, wanting, yours for the taking
Just sneak out and tell a soul goodbye.

Backache.

2009-05-03T02:13:00.003+08:00

My backache is..
torturing me bit by bit.

It's raining outside, and weather is cool but i'm sweating profusely.
Just to get rid of the toxiens(is it spelled like that?), getting a hunch gonna fall sick.

Payday in 4 more days.
I'm happy kid.

And i think i have one of the worse internet connection to a laptop ever.
Pisses me off everyday, stupid singtel modem.